unbearable pain from a man in a mask

This man in the plague doctor getup came back today. This time, I felt intimidated by him. Something about him, but I couldn't point my finger on it. Then I remembered his last visit.

It was him.

The one who made me this way. 

The one who cursed me.

The one who voided my life of all meaning.

I clenched my fist as I wanted to punch him. But I was stopped by some force. I was frozen like this, unable to move.

He left me like this.

Just me & my story ideas that I could not write down.

The pain, the pain of it all.

Unbearable.